Saturday, October 23, 2010

beautiful/strange II

Trekking across campus this morning with one contact in, pigtails, and footie pajamas.

Actually waking up at 8 this morning.

Actually going to the Bioneers conference. Actually feeling really inspired.

PERMACULTURE. More than a moment. My life, I hope.

Skipping to Karen's last night in a wizard costume, striped socks, pigtails, and bug earrings. While holding Margo's hand, in a denim jumper.

Skipping the class I audit to play hacky sack and frisbee outside in the beautiful day. Realizing that I can participate in anything, truly.

Knowing Hannah is doing what she loves. Feeling a strange pull to do the same.

Dancing with Margo to CSN in the kitchen. "My dreams for the co-op realized."

Feeling more myself than recently. So energetic, free. Music at the art gallery.

I could make it happen with Nathan. If I want. Maybe.

Not beautiful: sitting here, not-doing. Well, I had an awful headache and I wanted to nap. But I'm sad I didn't get to see all of Bioneers, meet people, and missed the Dr. Dog concert.

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